I want to leave this place, this world. I want to stop thinking about how many times I’ve thought about thinking of leaving this place or how many times I may attempt to. I want to leave right away or never. If I want to leave, why am I still here? Why do my hands shake? Why does my heart pace? Do I really want to leave? What is keeping me here? I want to leave because I don’t want to be here anymore; I don’t want to be alone and depressed anymore but how am I so sure that when I close my eyes, I’ll find peace and eternal silence? What If I’m only going in circles? This endless horror, terrifyingly suppressing my sentiments and pushing me deep inside myself. I’m scared to stay and to leave. 
                            – Aniket More 

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