5 am – Day 5 

I don’t know why I’m awake, I don’t even have to go anywhere today. I loathe how these sporadic nightmares wake me up. I hate the way i’m shaking and panting and I hope this dissolves soon and even if does, it’s going to repeat itself the next day, and again, and till I die. I hate being a slave to my emotions and fears; I’m never able to control them. I sit here, slowly sinking, un-sleeping and fearing deep-deeply, honestly. 
© Aniket More

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